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wednesday i'm fully booked all day so a kinda off day as such but during all this thou, i'm gonna be constantly taking notes, writing short stories and blog posts, and obviously picking up the guitar, all that stuff.
i'm gonna set up distrokid again and i'm gonna be uploading something every week, to get me back into the swing of constantly writing music.

starting soon, i'm gonna dedicate monday and tuesday to creating youtube videos, i have many many games i wanna do full completes on, the plan being i record massive long plays of them, split them up into parts, and back track them for weeks so i can upload daily without having to record daily.
a even better idea i have in all this, take those 20/30/40 hour long completes series and edit them down into 2/3 hour long form video essays.
the plan is to at some point be able to start uploading with a big enough buffer that i only need to record stuff a couple hours a week and be able to upload every day

it's been 11 months, so much has changed, none of which i want to get into to.
i'm focusing on myself, updating things here and there, looking for a real job and a purpose to wake up everyday. honestly i'm just fed up.
also this is exactly a two years since the first mention of the radical soda room,
how funny.
:- added the cooney chronicles found in archives.

well, i've came back after a couple months.
not much has changed round here, i'm moving the gigs to blog posts instead of separate webpages, not because i want to be because godaddy limits you to 50 webpages.
in real life thou lots has changed and i'll go into it on a blog post sometime soon, but for right now...
i'm still just tryin'.

well, hello there.
are we surprised i've done fuck all since april, no.
are we f*cking raging i've done fuck al since april, ...
updated the about me, added some gigs, just came back to this cause i gto some inspiration but then lost it again when i seen how much i had to do.
still tryin'.

it's been 3 months, apparently according to the calendar, no idea how or where that time went too but hey ho here we are.
in that time i've written no words, music or anything, apart from the rant blog i've started writing.
i did plat spiderman thou, papers please nfs:hs and portal, that was very fun, there will be a blog post about them soon...ish.
there is something so satisfying about watching achievements pop and numbers go up, speaking of which, i miss cod so much, i miss prestige-ing and working towards something all the time.
anyways the website is not more finish since the last update but hey ho,
i'm tryin'.

happy new year, i've done f*ck all apart from add gigs to the spreadsheet and play video games.
i need to get my arse in gear and i can't wait too.

the biggest update yet, i've began a spreadsheet of every gig i've been too and slowly filling that out, linking the webpage to it, colour coding it and such has been fun
i've also been slowly adding text, images and more about me, its going to take so long but we are picking away at it.
i'm really enjoying watching it grow but writing about myself and what i've been through is hard.
i really miss my old stories.

made some minor visual tweaks, addition of the greatest image ever made.
i've got so much to add and write, so much to do with my life.
i know what i have to write and want to right but i don't know if i have the heart, motivation or mental compacity to go through that again

i've changed my mind completely again on the theme.
less purple & white, more grey, editing this blog at 3am will be so much better.

i got the motivation and made some graphics of stuff and things i like.
also more pages are being made and filled out.
:- every page now has sub category's.

i keep opening this up to start writing about my music, but then i remember how good the old ones were and how i'll never have them that good again...
the motivation will come...

i thought i backed up all my writing from the old site but i haven't so all my stories, reviews and descriptions of songs and albums are lost to the void.
I'm genuinely heart broken because i spent countless hours pouring my heart out onto a page about things i never wanna think about again and now it's gone.
i wish this was like some magical, they are dead and gone moment for me to heal, but honestly it's more upsetting then anything.
also can not decide on a theme for this b*stard, i wanted to copy by tumblr where the name has came from but i do not want a white website.
:- many more changes to come.

bravofive.co.uk is lost to the void, f*ck paying 60 quid a month for something i can do for free.
i'm gutted i need to start again, but i'll do it right this time.
welcome, myfuckeduplifesofar is born, again.

...to my little corner of the internet, feel free to have a look around.
i have alot to show and tell.
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